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Lifelines

by Bob Murray

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I used to have a big, black lab, old Will was quite a dog Traveled with me everywhere I went He’d lay there in the truck front seat, his head upon my lap And stare up at me like I was heaven-sent Been dead for half a decade yet his scent, it lingers on Still got those popcorn paws, it seems And after spinning once or twice, that flop-down lazy sigh Before he’d drift off into some contented dream But he went home, ya he went home Perhaps the place where it’s all doggy treats and bones And I wish that he were here, but of two things I’m real clear That his soul’s alive and, man, he’s not alone Michael was a friend of mine, his time with us was short Hard to figure why that had to be Got a little daughter, she’s bout eight years old, like mine, By the grace of God, you know that could be me And every time I drive by his house, man, I feel so sad I think about his family and about mine But one thing I don’t worry about’s old Michael anymore Cause I know he’s with the man and doing fine Cause he went home, ya he went home And doesn’t get no junk calls on the phone And I wish that he were here, but of two things I’m real clear That his soul’s alive and man, he’s not alone Graveyards late at night, they used to scare me half to death And the Reaper, he was way much more than grim Figured he would haul my butt right to the basement fire And then laugh his ass off while he shoved me in But if there’s a last laugh here, well, it belongs to me Cause I can tell you sure as ash to dust That when it’s time for me to head on down that country road Well, I’ll be shouting Hallelujah-town or bust Cause I’ll be home, ya I’ll be home And I won’t get no junk calls on the phone But that Hallelujah’s here, so of two things I’m real clear That my soul’s alive and, man, I’m not alone And I’m feeling home, I’m right at home Cut my heart wide open, strip me to the bone Cause you see, when I’m all here, then of death I have no fear Cause my soul’s alive and man, I’m not alone
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Lifelines 04:44
As I gaze into this mirror See these lines that mark my face They are the trenches of my war-zone My embattled human space All those nights that I have spent there Closed my eyes but couldn’t sleep And though I see now how I craved it I just couldn’t even weep And in those desperate darkest hours With my cheek pressed against the mud Well I’d have sworn the god of terror Was about to swill my blood But when I called out to the night air When I stumbled to my knees When I reached out there was someone Who was there to hear my pleas I know few things now for certain Most days the sky it isn’t blue But I can say that in my life I’ve had a taste And I’ve known you And all those existential questions That shook and rattled in my head Have mostly fallen onto deaf ears But I’ve found the cure instead Cause when I called out to the night air When I stumbled to my knees When I reached out there was someone Who was there and heard my pleas And so I’m grateful to that night air Even to the terror I have felt Cause in those deepest darkest moments The devil’s grip began to melt So as I turn back toward the mirror And to these lines that etch my face I can see now they’re the lifelines That have led me to this place…
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Charlize Theron, would you be my girl Your name’s a twister but I’d give it a whirl I know it sounds a little crazy and all I’m 5’10” shrinking, you’re probably tall But that’s no reason to be freezing out the possibility Of a little cosmic magic between you and me Charlize, I’m older, I won’t tell you no lie I’m mostly bald and got these droopy sad eyes But in this dream I had, well, we were a pair Of star-crossed lovers with nary a care And since I’ve learned to trust my dreams, well, what do you say Would you meet me out for coffee, how about later today Charlize, honey, let’s cut right to the chase This ain’t about you or your heavenly face It’s rather all about my struggle to see The things that I have done to circumvent me And all this hiding in the shadows of just who I might be If I open up my heart and what I want gets set free Charlize, I’ve dampened everything I desire A cold wet compress on the flames of my fire Afraid of losing or rejection, it seems I’ve never walked up to the girl of my dreams And said, I’d like to dance with you now, if you please Ah, that devil on my shoulder…She’s way out of your league And that shoulder demon’s right now chirping at me …Silly old dreamer, Hollywood wannabe But I’m not buying it, no, not in this heart Cause I’ve been to hell and back and earned this new start And there ain’t no one gonna tell me I’m a minor league Joe So I’m stepping up to this plate and it’s time for you to go So, Charlize Theron, would you be my girl Your name’s a twister but I’d give it a whirl I know it sounds a little crazy and all I’m 5’10” shrinking, you’re probably tall But that’s no reason to be freezing out the possibility Of a little cosmic magic between you and me
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Found this backward sunburst guitar, almost thirty years ago Dusty in a storefront window, man said, Used but good to go Told him right then that I’d take it, not sure why I took that leap See that was bold and out of character, and lefty Guilds ain’t cheap But as I stood there by that old man His eyes whispering, It’s you Made no sense at all but…I just knew that I just knew Well that old whisper, heard it often, and sure do wish that I could say That I’d spent my life in service to it, each and every day But no, you know I’ve done my penance, to that other voice instead The one that whines and scolds, and sees a bitter world chock-full of dread But as I stood there by that old man His eyes whispering, It’s you Made no sense at all but…I just knew that I just knew So many moments like that moment, dozens of them every day Times when I can turn toward the somber me, or choose to play And mostly these days, well, I’m choosing, bearing north instead of south Thinking mostly with my heart, so let these feelings flood on out Cause as I stood there by that old man His eyes whispering, It’s you Starts to make some sense cause…I just knew that I just knew So when the Reaper come to get me, long dark cloak and all that stuff When he hooks me by the shoulder, and says, Man, you’ve had enough I’ll say, Grim man, no you’re wrong there, see I can’t ever get enough Of all this grace that I say Yes to when I feel this old man’s love Cause when I stand right here beside Him His eyes whispering, It’s you It makes perfect sense cause….I just knew that I just knew I just knew that I just knowed Cause I can feel it in my toes A little used, but good to go…
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Sugar Maple 05:43
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Psalm 4 04:08
Even in the midst of great pain, my friend I praise you for that which is And I will not, no, I won’t refuse this grief Or close myself to this anguish Oh let other people, let them pray for ease They say, Comfort us and shield us from sorrow They say, Big guy, you know you got to fix my world And don’t upset my applecart tomorrow But me, I pray for whatever you send And I ask to receive it as your gift Cause you have put a gold-card joy inside of this heart And all this weight upon my shoulders, it lifts So I lie down at night and trust the dark Cause I can feel how you are near Ya I lie down at night and love the dark Cause always in this darkness, you appear So even…when I’m curled up in a ball of sad When I plumb the depths of anti-glad You might think that I’m plumb loco and gone mad Well…perhaps a tad And even…even, even when I hurt Even when I feel like dirt Don’t you know it someone steals my shirt Right from my yurt Even, even lost and all alone When I ache right to the bone When my heart is like a stone You call me home
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Galilee 05:51
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released January 1, 2008

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Bob and the Trubadors offer up a fertile brew of original music, folk-based with shades of blues, jazz and world music.

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